Sweet Memories

Mazee is one today. Crazy. One year and 7 minutes ago she was born. I remember feeling so amazed by such a miracle, then the rush of overwhelming anxiety hit when I realized that Jake and I were now responsible for her. I'm so grateful I didn't have to do it all on my own. Thankfully, the anxiety subsided and I think Jake and I have done a pretty good job so far, with it's ups and downs of course. Having a child is an incredible thing as I'm sure you all would agree. I never knew I could experience such a myriad of feelings for such a little thing, ranging from frustration, to worry, to absolute joy, to such a fierce and protective love. It has been a whirlwind of a year, but we couldn't love Mazee more. She keeps us on our toes and are in awe everyday at the things she says, does, and learns. Jake and I are constantly asking ourselves, "How did we get so lucky?" I feel so blessed and so thankful to be her mama. We love you so much Mazee, Happy 1st Birthday!

Holding sweet Mazee for the first time

So proud.

Mazee's first bath. (Yup, definitely tired eyes.)